| | Hey. Just so you all know, I am now much better than I have been recently, because the semester is over and Christmas is over and I've got a bit of time to rest. I spent Christmas depressed and alone, which as far as I'm concerned is a considerable step up from spending it depressed and around a bunch of happy people, and having to try and pretend to be happy. So this is progress. For now I've just been reading and writing and drawing (and getting over a nasty cold), and while I've been better, I've also been much much worse.
The other day I looked at the costs for the grad program I want. They're substantial. If I get my shit together and get extremely high marks (as opposed to fairly high marks) for the rest of my undergrad, I can probably get somebody else to pay for a big chunk of it. I'm only taking four classes this semester, and most of them are interesting, so I know if I put in the work I am capable of getting A's in all of them.
*le sigh* Hey, it beats having a job while trying to get a my master's. And it might be just the sort of motivation I need kicking me in the ass when I'm procrastinating. |
| | Posted 12/27/2006 1:13 AM - 24 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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